Thank you very much for telling us about the crash, and we can well understand why you don't like talking about it. I'm (Frank) in my 70's and still flying, and have found it has help us with our ministry.
If you don't mind, we'd like to ask you about your calling. One of the first things that happened after we were called into the ministry was the inner sense of love and compassion for the whole of God's creation, and we could no longer contribute to any of the things that could or would harm another human being, any animal, or the environment in which we all live, which is what led us to becoming vegan, and after many years to start our internet ministry, and retire as a church pastor. We sense by your original question and expressed feelings that you have had similar promptings from the Holy Spirit; is that correct?
We look forward to hearing back from you.
In the Love of the Lord,
Frank and Mary