KayDee had a long night, eating (again), washing obsessively, moving, not
sleeping, eating (again), washing obsessively so that’s the third night in a
row for both of us getting hardly any sleep with her being up and down and
then eating and then washing, etc., etc. Last night I thought she had died
three or four times, no movement for many many minutes (I watched the moon
move so I know it was many minutes each time) and then kind of a cough and
she’d try to stand up, then fall over. At one point she got up, went to her
kitty box and had a nice healthy dump. I was actually annoyed at her trying
to fake being ‘healthy’... (sarcasm).
So taking her in today for ‘the shot’ was very sad and heartbreaking and at
the same time a relief. The sedative had her unconscious in less than half a
minute. She was so skinny. She had slept every night lodged between my neck and
my cheek and I fell asleep to her purring, but she never wanted to be held,
so after the shot was the first time I ever got to hold her to my chest with
her head on my shoulder.
She came into my home as a feral at about one year of age and had a
WONDERFUL kitty life with me for 15 years!
She was as sweet as she was beautiful. As always, I am honored to have
shared so much love with another being...
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