By M. Joy Katz - Gentle World -
gentle@aloha.net
co-author of Incredibly Delicious; Recipes for a New Paradigm
I came to the forest as a haven from mans' world, to
find the peace that dwells in the woods, the meadow and hills. I lived
in quiet solitude with the trees, my elders, who exemplified longevity
and growing upward. I lived here harmoniously with the deer, the
squirrels and chipmunks. With them, I shared my compost (avocado pits
and all) and my Love. It was a magical reality.
A young buck, I called Bambi, felt little fear and
decided to hang around camp for the yummy fruit/veggie rinds and sincere
feelings of elation that occurred because of his presence. He ventured
very close to me, literally a foot away. He showed up like clockwork at
our tent first thing in the morning. Like a dog, he came when I called,
and followed where I led him. (Probably in hopes that I was leading him
to the compost bucket!) He usually came with that same clan consisting
of two doe of different sizes and a fawn. The fawn often nuzzled Bambi,
following him, and crying out for him in "fawn talk." Bambi took care of
the fawn like a big brother. (I later noticed some protruding little
bumps above the brow on the fawn; it was a baby buck!)
This year in particular, the bucks hung around with us
at the campsite in the national forest we visited annually. There was a
four-pointed "Little Buck" who always stayed with "Big Buck," a very
handsome six pointer. "Little Buck" was the most shy of humans.
Then a horrible madness darkened this magical reality of
befriending the wild deer. (Yes, these were wild deer whose other
experiences with humans were that of being stalked and preyed upon.) Bow
and arrow buck hunting season had begun. Men, who were perfectly within
their legal rights, (the laws of man; not God) came stalking these
gentle beings that would not even think of hurting them! I felt as
though I was living through a wartime enemy invasion and that our camp
was a refuge from the insane cruelty that people, who physically
resemble me, inflict on deer. I was never so upset about being part of
the human race.
I wondered how could humans who look so similar perceive
things so differently? How could they think of killing, especially when
all around them were trees transforming to a radiant golden color? Any
sane parent would be taking their child to witness this miracle of life,
but I had the distinct displeasure of seeing parents bring their
children to the forest to teach them to kill one of the most beautiful
animals on the face of the Earth.
I came home from a walk one day to find one such hunter
invading the privacy of my tent area. This man, another man, and an
eight-year-old boy were responsible for shooting Little Buck. The hunter
claimed to kill him, though he had never been found (alive or dead) even
after hours of searching. That day was a living nightmare.
These hunters had threatened to kill another buck when
they returned in three hours, if they didn't find the one they had
already shot. Later when they returned, they drove up and saw me with
Bambi, not a foot away. I screamed to scare Bambi away from them. He
listened to me as always, though it took a couple of screams. As it
turned out, the hunters were impressed by how tame the four-pointed buck
was, and said that they had no interest in killing him. This made me
think if hunters only know how close we could be, how much like us they
are, and that they have families and relationships, perhaps, then, they
would not kill the deer.
Days later, Big Buck returned with Bambi. He was wounded
in the groin area, with a sizable patch of dried blood on his leg and a
limp that showed especially when he ran. He was more skittish of me than
before, but trusted that he could find a shelter of love from the
frightening world of man. He and Bambi were standing side by side and
looking curiously at me. Big Buck became "Prince Charming" at that
moment (because Big Buck is not a great code name with hunters on the
loose in buck hunting season!).
The next morning, a seven-pointed buck, who was
obviously protecting him because he was wounded, gallantly escorted him.
He brought him to the front door of my tent at dawn. What magnificence
to behold! He left once he had brought the wounded buck to me along with
a dozen doe and fawns, and Bambi. All I could think of was healing
"Prince Charming" with my love, a song, and extra special good peels!
Eventually, the seven-pointer became a regular at camp, too. He was
given the name Sir Galahad.
Each day, we as a group, guarded and protected the
bucks, reported to each other as to their whereabouts, spoke to the
hunters when necessary, and most importantly, raised our consciousness
in the hopes of saving them.
A cold snap hit the woods and Prince Charming had not
been seen. I worried that this would be detrimental to his healing. But,
ah Indian summer warmth spread though the woods and Prince Charming
showed up regularly, seemingly to be healing. Bambi would peep his face
in the tent windows in the morning, and what a joy for us all when the
two big bucks would come running up daily for meals. For their safety,
we would slowly feed them trying to keep them with us 'til dusk.
It is a triumphant feeling for my soul that even after
being wounded by a hunter and perhaps loosing Little Buck, that Prince
Charming could sense the difference between those who would hurt him and
us, and still appear at our campsite. And though we look like the same
species as others they've encountered, Bambi, Prince Charming, Sir
Galahad, all the adorable curious fawns and the doe who bravely eat from
our hands, would all testify that we are not the same species. They have
studied us much by looking on curiously.
They've even figured out that our vegan dog who lay
basking in he sun paying them no attention, is, in fact, not a coyote
(though I had seen one and it resembled our dog in size and look). THE
DEER FELT OUR VEGANISM!!! (Guess it takes one to know one!)
It is a privilege to be judged by these animals as
worthy of their trust. I have realized from many loving experiences with
animals that when we stop eating them and their bodily fluids, and stop
wearing their skins or exploiting them in any way, our reward is their
friendship! Their friendship is, by far, the greatest of the many
rewards of the vegan diet and lifestyle. Their friendship is no less
than a blessing from God. It is one of the purest and sweetest feelings
we humans can know.
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