Thank you very much for your comments.
The very fact that you feel you cannot speak about the truth in your own church, is proof of their intimidating ways. This is not the way any church should be.
If they truly loved one another as we are told we are to do, they would open their hearts to you, and make you feel comfortable, and free to speak about how and why you believe as you do.
In the Love of the Lord,
Frank and Mary